I'm Sorry

To be honest.. I never did anything wrong to say this. But, why do I feel like I need to?

Is it because of this?

I'm sorry if I loved you so bad. I'm sorry if I cared too much. I'm sorry for being a jerk that cannot stop himself from loving you. I wish you'd believe me.. But I guess you couldn't.. I can't prove anything for you to believe me.

I want to forget everything and move-on, but I can't.. Loving you was the best part, and it was the only thing that kept me going.

I realized that you only made me even worse, you made me believe that you're the one that I've been waiting for my whole life. I was a fool to believe that.

I'm okay even without you, I'm okay even if you're not by my side anymore. I'm sorry for being a fool. I just wanna say that I hope you're doing fine without me. Please.. Do me a favor and just smile for me. Then I'll know that you're fine. Without me.

I'm totally feeling empty.. You filled that, but now it all faded. How? How can I forget a memory so special? How can I forget someone who made ME feel special. But why? Why did you leave? Why didn't you say goodbye? I cannot keep up with what's happening around me. Loneliness..

Can you hug me 'til I feel better?

Sorry for hoping you'd come back.

I'm sorry for caring all this time. I'm sorry if I wasted my time on someone like you...

I'm sorry for having the ability to love someone who doesn't love me back.

I'm sorry for being blind to the fact that I was temporary...

Someday I'll be gone.. Long forever gone.

I'm sorry for every I love you's that I said to you.

I'm sorry if I made you feel like I'm forcing you.

I'm sorry if I am being nice to you even though you hurt me.

I'm sorry...